A Message for this Now

This time has always been meant. We bless you for the bravery you have shown in choosing to evolve and ascend the collective energy in this way. Less than a hundred years ago you were still choosing global wars to process the energy of separation but now you create realities that allow you the time and space to sit and heal your wars within. Strange, odd and surreal as it may feel, it is a masterpiece of manifestation. With this ‘pandemic’, you/we have created a Global opportunity to stop the ‘doing’ in order to sit still with oneself instead and face what we have always run from – our deepest fears. And while it may seem as if we are alone with our ‘social isolation’, we are not alone as we are ALL having to face our fears and heal our shadows. We are ALL having to accept uncomfortable truths about ourselves and others. We are finally allowing ourselves to sit and discover what it feels like to just simply BE. What we are seemingly doing alone, we are becoming together, and it is truly miraculous.

How did we reach this reality, this NOW? In the grand experiment of separation consciousness our first creation was the energy of fear, and it is this energy that has driven the human experience until this NOW. Fear was born of the pain of the Grief we felt when first we separated our consciousness from that of the Divine. Our souls were literally cleft in two and became the Higher Self, our unique frequency within the Universal Harmony, and the Ego, or Lower Self that was to experience Separation. The pain was, and is, overwhelming, and we buried it deep within. But the fear reminded us of what we were not dealing with so we created multitudes of fears to hide and dull the original pain. We created our own nightmares and we spiralled down into shadow and darkness. But conversely, every fear that we feel, both hides and reveals our original pain, which is how even the darkness always serves the light.

As does this experience of a ‘pandemic’. For many, it has stimulated great fear, not just of personal death or death of loved ones but of being alone, being isolated, being unsupported either financially, emotionally, physically and/or mentally – all of which are manifestations of the experience of separation. And with ‘lockdown’ in operation, we cannot run away from it this time. To sit still with oneself is hard to master as deep within us we know that it leads us back to our original and deepest pain. But to heal this and release ourselves from the cycle of torment that we continually recreate, we have to face and finally feel this. Our Egos fear this and try to keep us ‘safe’, which is why our shadow sides are all coming out to play. We are releasing layers and layers of emotions that have accumulated and as each one comes up for air and light, we feel each one again to say goodbye before we let it go. We are ALL in pain. We are ALL feeling the shame of past actions, we are ALL feeling the embarrassment, the horror and the wretchedness or everything we have done and felt just to survive. We are ALL grieving for what we lost, and have continued to lose, since the original separation. We grieve for the Soul that we knew, we grieve for not remembering who we really are and we grieve for the all-encompassing Love that we always know is there but have been cloaked too deeply in our fears to fully embrace.

Miraculously, we are ALL doing this. Amazingly and wonderfully, we are finally letting go and surrendering our attachment to Fear. We are feeling our fears, observing them and healing the wounds we have caused. We are stripping away ideas and thoughts of who we are, what we ought to do and be, to just simply BE. Without trying to be, just to BE, in all our glorious collage of light and darkness, to finally feel and heal the grief of our original separation. We have chosen a new way to experience humanity, we are surrendering fear and embracing love, as the many, many acts of kindness that are being gifted to each other show. We are choosing to learn through Joy, not suffering. The Age of Fear is passing. It has done its work, we have done ours; we have learnt all we will ever need to know about the energy of Fear. We return to Love with our experiences and because of these, we are now able to Ascend the energy of Love.

Love is always the ‘highest’ (lightest!) expression of Light and it is also Energy. Energy cannot be created or destroyed but it can stagnate. And this was happening to the energy of Love. The Energy of Love was in danger of becoming idolised and idealised and its evolution was becoming inhibited. The grand experiment of separation consciousness was not just to collectively evolve Souls but to evolve Love itself (ourselves). We have had to fight to surrender to ourselves, we have had to forget to remember ourselves and we have had to hate to love ourselves again. The reason why the grief of separation was so painful was because we knew we were truly saying goodbye to our Souls as we knew them. We will never be that Soul again. The experience that we have had as Humanity, has changed us irrevocably on a Soul level. Who we were, no longer exists in the reality/timeline we now choose. The Soul which birthed the Higher Self and Ego no longer exists in this timeline. As we merge and rebirth the Higher Self and Ego as One, we create a new Soul. These new Souls have evolved their experience of Love and by doing so have freed the energy of Love from its stagnation and are allowing it to freely evolve once more. As each ‘new’ soul is birthed, the Collective also becomes rebirthed and the entire Universe is reborn. This is happening NOW. We separated to allow a deeper unification. We sit alone to birth who we truly are. We sit alone and still reach out with kindness to others. We sit alone to become. And as we become, the illusion of separation dissolves, we are Unity.

Be at peace in this NOW. Know that all that is happening and all that is seeming to happen is all for our highest purpose and that all is in divine and perfect order. Surrender the Fear, feel the Love and let the tears flow. Sit still in your own space, and feel how deeply uncomfortable it is and celebrate this feeling. You have worked hard to reach this point and suffered much. You are facing your deepest fears and you are healing. It will pass. You are never alone and you are always loved.

With many blessings, deep gratitude and above all, Love,

The Council of Light